Am I Really Writing This Again?

Discouraged & the Art of Quitting:

Okay, I have wrote about this herehere, & here I am writing about it again. My camera has been collecting dust these days. I think it's time. I think it's time to sift out the blogs & photographers that I follow that leave me no inspiration. There are many that fill my need to be good. That by viewing their work pushes me to learn more. To read more. To be more. & then there are some that leave me feeling empty. I think I need to step back, & realize who leaves me feeling what. It's time to turn this mood around and have confidence in my work again. I know my confidence will come back just in time for my engagement & wedding sessions this month. I just know it. :)

I am so sad to say that I think I'm going to have to drop my Project 52. I don't want to. But I am loosing steam & I don't have the time for it. Between my 240 hour internship with 2 year old littles, my other job, plus working on caynay photo.. I don't have time for it. I may take a week off and catch up at some point but as of now I'm throwing in the towel. It upsets me. I love it. I just am too tired for it. 

Now onto a totally irrelevant image. Every post is better with a photo so here it is. 

Happy Monday Everyone. Hope your 4th of July is lovely. They have cancelled fireworks in my area due to no rain... :'(

52:25 | Cherish


This week was tough. This week my grandpa was laid to rest. I am not one to publicly post these kind of things but the blog is my little world. Cherishing my life has always been important to me & times like these always make me hold it closer. It is fleeting..& I want nothing to change.

R.I.P. Grandpa. You were an amazing individual & you will forever be in my heart.

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Be sure to check out these great blogs participating in Project 52:
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& if you want to link up.. Comment on a project 52 post with a link to your blog & we'll link up! 

52:24 | Teamwork



Oi! Playing catch up these past two weeks. Little mad at myself for falling behind. I was going to quit but I keep imagining a book of this project at the end. Can. Not. Quit. 
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Be sure to check out these great blogs participating in Project 52:
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& if you want to link up.. Comment on a project 52 post with a link to your blog & we'll link up! 

52:23 | Move


Exercise and I don't get along very well. I don't like how much I want to eat afterwards, I don't like that I build muscle causing the scale to go up verses down. I lack motivation. This little app though has helped that. I love that it tracks my completed miles & all the logistics. If you have an iPhone (don't know if it's available for droid) go download the Nike+ GPS app. It's amazing & it's free.

What's sad is I have only burned a little over a pound in calories in 65 miles.. Ew.


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Be sure to check out these great blogs participating in Project 52:
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& if you want to link up.. Comment on a project 52 post with a link to your blog & we'll link up! 

52:22 | Focus



I'm loosing my focus. I'm losing my drive to complete this project & it is no bueno. I have been anti-camera this week which is very unlike me. Not cool :( 
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Be sure to check out these great blogs participating in Project 52:
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& if you want to link up.. Comment on a project 52 post with a link to your blog & we'll link up!